I want euphoria

I'm in an "abyss" kinda mood.

2007-07-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'm in an "abyss" kinda mood.

I thought absoluteness would never be in my dictionary.
Sadly, the shadows of it kept appearing.
These images I find it hard to forget.

I cried.

I cried so hard,
I thought the tears would never stop.

But it did.
The shower washed it away.
Just like it did to my smiles.

I came out of the shower,
Told myself to dry those tears.

I became someone more.
Someone that now held the strength,
The strength to keep absolute, together.

I told myself never to cry again.
Vulnerability.
Heck, throw it away.

I'm going to be stronger now.
I'm not going to shed a tear,
Neither am I feeling the need to smile.
I don't deserve my smile.

I washed it away remember?
Just like I did to those tears.

Time is the best healer.
The pain today,
Is less than the pain yesterday.
And the pain tomorrow,
will be less than today.

You thought you knew everything.
But sadly,
Everything was nothing at all.

I'm in a "Claustrophobic" kinda mood.

2007-07-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Claustrophobic" kinda mood.

It's been some time since I've blogged. It's late this time and I'm just feeling out of sorts these days. Just feel i'm struggling so hard even though the waters' just knee height. It feels as if I can't survive. It's just so hard to articulate this feeling. Nobody will feel or see things the same. No individual does.

Do you understand this feeling?

It's as if I'm trying to get to the other end of the road.
People are surging towards you. Yet.
You are going in the opposite direction.
You try so hard to turn back, follow the flow instead.
NO. You just can't.
People are pushing you back. Back to the same place.
You try so hard to get to the other end.
Can't breathe easy.

STOP. Please just STOP.
I can't stand this claustrophobic feeling.
I just want to get to the other end.
WHY can't I?

Built it up to watch it fall
like it meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave, the best of me
But, it was never,
never,
Enough.

I'm in a "short-of" kinda mood.

2007-04-29T14:06:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Short-of" kinda mood

Sometimes, it just starts to eat into you. Just when my perspective of life started to get a little sanguine, everything starts snowballing downhill again. I don't know what's exactly going on with my anatomy, or what is it exactly that I want. Obviously things just isnt good for me now.

I fall short of the yardstick of which optimism is measured, completely engulfed in this shroud of uncertainty and comtemplative nature of giving up everything I thought I had, might have had, control over.

Please, let my hair grow faster. I abhor it to the max now.

I'm in an "Escapist" kinda mood.

2007-04-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

I'm in an "Escapist" kinda mood.

Perfuctory smiles that seem to show they care,
Yet having the way they planned is all they care.

I thought you had a chance.
Maybe. Just maybe.
But then you had to just throw it all away.

It's not an escapade you're having.
You're the escapist from the room of reality.

I find it so darn hard to bring you back.
Then again, I don't think I even want to try.

I'm in a "Half-alive" kinda mood.

2007-04-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Half-Alive" kinda mood.

You know that feeling when you get a sudden epiphany and it smacks right at you unexpectedly?
It's the touch of reality.
And man, does it hurt so darn bad.

"I'm almost alive, and i need you to try

and save me."

I'm in a "Fresh as Toast" kinda mood.

2007-03-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Fresh as Toast" kinda mood.

Things are starting to pick up. You know, i kind off see some positive saguinity in life. But then again, a part of me tells me that it's too early to lay down any form of judgement. Skeptic, I know.

Somehow, that's how reality plays it's role huh. You think your life is going down one way but reality swerves it the other. I don't really want to hold hopes or expectations of anyone or anything anymore. Keep to yourself, michelle. Close it all up. It's time again to cloister up and listen up, maybe, just maybe only then, you can finally figure out what you really want.

smiles that show their lines of lies, words that speak of inner lines.
That's what life presents itself.

I'm in a "compass-less" kinda mood.

2007-02-06T20:04:00.001+08:00

I'm in a "Compass-less" kinda mood.

They say it's normal at such moments,
They say it's just stress that escalates.
They say it's not just you that feels this way,
They say it's that things have a way of hapening,
They say it's just the vibes thats affecting,
They say it's okay, cause everything will be fine
in the end.

I say it's abnormal at such moments,
I say it's more than just stress escalation
I say it's not just me alright, that's true,
I say it's more than happening that things have,
I say it's not just the vibes that affects,
I say it's not okay, cause where were you
in the end?

Go,Going,Gone.
I lost my compass-my guidance in life.
I am completely lost in this winding maze.
I lost every moment of happiness i used to have
I'm lost, lost, completely lost.

The Grand essentials of Happiness are: Something to do, Something to love and Something to hope for.

I'm in a "I get weak" kinda mood.

2007-01-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "I get weak" kinda mood.

Sincerest big Thank-you to all for took time off to join in the class chalet. It wouldn't have been possible without everyone's participation. Despite the bumpy ride that we had to ride through, it was all worth it. Special thanks to the rest of the Organisation Commitee who helped out in their own way. I love you guys =D

We started out as strangers, we may be different in our own way but deep down, we are all the same old same, one big family. It's nearly a year and we're still holding on. Stay strong A'04. I love every single one of you. (:

2007-01-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "jaded" kinda mood.

A Sonnet:I don't know how to write.
A haiku, five - seven - five,
Seems too tight.
Three little words I'm not able to say,
But dear you, this is what i can tell you today:
Though I can't say those words to you tonight...
Please stick with me cause I feel someday I might.

aww. Isn't it sweet. I cried when i watched Ryan trying to read that out. Damn these TV-serials making me cry all the time. It's a sweet poem to write or say to anyone. Sigh. Life just is... Life.

I'm in a "good days don't come easy" kinda mood.

2007-01-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Good days don't come easy" kinda mood.

I'm in such an irascible mood these days. My days are moving by so slowly and nothing's been going well. I walk and i fall down. We plan stuff and we're faced with a bumpy ride full of obstacles. Sigh. I'm so tired. Drained. I miss those days where you need a hug and you get one. Where did humanity go. Yes, friendly people do exist. But it's nothing but smiles and "hi's". Where did the love go people? Show some affection. It's basic human nature to spread affection to the ones around them. Not to bottle it up inside. We should cherish our friends when we have them. So, give a little hug. Let them know that you love them.

My eyes can barely open.
I'm really exhausted.
I need a shoulder to sleep on.
Please hold me tight.

I'm in a "I'm a man-eater" kinda mood.

2007-01-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "I'm a man-eater" kinda mood.

Yes, Sahu, you're the bone-eater, cause you love skinny and scrawny guys. Sigh. Remember your deadline, or Poh Xuan (JO) will start spreading the ball of passion. tsk. HAHA.

Anyways, I'm so physically and mentally drained. Migrains are back to haunt me. I so need a break. I want to be left out of all the quarrels, the disagreements. I just don't want to see people not happy with one another. It's called compromise. I never want to see others unhappy. That's why i'll give in as much as i can. I don't know how to say "no". Maybe it's foolish, maybe it's insane. But thats how i feel its best for everyone. Yes, i feel bad all the time. It called indulgence in self-blame.

I talk to myself.
It's this act of insanity that keeps me sane.

PS:(to whom it may concern, i shall not name names) Maybe you should start taking responsibility for your obligations. You may have a glib tongue, but you've just got to walk the talk honey. Or else, we're over and done. The title you own means nothing.
Get it?

2007-01-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'm in a Me, Myself and I mood.

Me: Not in the very best of moods are we?

Myself: I guess not, but i have a sanguine feeling about this.

I: Deception, the most cogent liar of them all.

Maybe I am deceiving myself, but a little deception never hurt anyone right? I'm telling myself it's all wrong. Yet, honestly, i know that it's just an excuse for me not to face reality, not to face what's really going on. I'm just not ready to confront these problems. Distance,or even perpetual isolation may be what I feel is best. No need for false pretences(On your part). I don't want to be facing a forced smile of yours with daggers snuck tighty behind it. I can stand up when i fall, but if you stick a dagger in my back, i can't. Cause you stabbed right into my heart. There's no salvation, no excuse for your actions. I lay there, cold, dead. That motionless body no longer represents me - It's our friendship.

Yet, impeccable decorum must always be met.
So, I only have this to say to you.
Goodbye,
to everything of you i ever knew.

2007-01-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

I'm in a vindicated kinda mood.

Dear you,
Do you know why when a couple get married,
the ring has to be worn on this very fourth unknown finger on the left?
Well, it's because, this simple finger, has a vein.
Not just any vein.
A vein that connects directly to our heart.

Marriage is to honor the epitome of love,
The ring represents the holy sanctity of matrimony.
The ring is just a connection for marriage and love,
that originates from within the heart.

Love.
Your's sincerly.

I'm in a "Orange County-OC" kinda mood.

2006-12-16T05:08:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Orange County-OC" kinda mood.

Dear you,

I've realised it's been so long since i've updated. Well, sincerest apologies, since i've been kind of, sort of been lazing around. Watching DVDs and what-nots. Most importantly, i wanted to take a step back, not get involved in the series of histrionics and be a passer-by. you'll get a much better and clearer view of what's going on in life. Right now, all i want is to find my purpose in life again. Everythings just kind of a blur right now. Just a passing phase, i know.

And.

I think i need therapy. I suffer from occasional rage blackouts. HAHA.

Oh, i just ought to say, season 4 of the OC must not be missed! it's really good. the dramatic debacle with Marissa is FINALLY over. YAY. They're just dragging it for so long. Ryan is way more gorgeous. He's HOT. I'll try to find time to maybe attach part of an episode. Taylor is so hilarious. Whatever it is, i can't wait for the season to be over, then the DVD will be out in stores, i can finally grab the set and indulge myself in obsessive hours of an OC season marathon.

I just need a break from everything that's going on. It's so hard to explain and nobody will ever understand this feeling.

Insomia is back to haunt me.

That's all i've got.

Good night.

Love,

Yours Truely.

I'm in a "post that letter" kinda mood.

2006-11-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Post that letter" kinda mood.

I have a fetish for letters.

Letters say it all. When...

Words can be hard to express.
Feelings are deep down,
Known to self but yet unknown.

Dear me,

It's been such a long while that you've been keeping all to yourself, spending your time on nothing. It's time to invest in worthwhile stuff. Time to ignore what's none of your buisness. I'm over trying to play the game of emotions. Life will work out one way or another.

I'm tired.
I need a shoulder to cry on.

Signed,
Yours truely.

I'm in a "Fed-up, don't want to talk about it" kinda mood.

2006-10-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Fed-up, don't want to talk about it" kinda mood.

Dear you,
You know, there's this saying, since a long time ago, that only true friends would say the truth and that only true friends would tell you your flaws so that you can change? How i wished reality was so. Who wouldn't want to say the truth? I would love to, but sadly, reality check! Apparently everyone has feelings. There's so much I want to say to you, so much i need you to know how un-nerving you can be. You're pushing me to the brink of my limits. There's only so much a person can take, and i'm trying really, really hard to accept you for who you are. I want to tell you what went wrong, but i know in the end, all I'll get, is just excuses and more excuses for your actions. I tell myself, that it's wrong to feel this way of your good friend and i should be always there for you despite what kind of a tyrant you have been. Honestly, it's been a bumpy ride and I'm finding it a chore to self-delude myself that it's only a passing phase of yours. Deception to preserve your feelings-or lack thereof is wearing me out. When i see you, your actions, I see nothing but irritance. But, i tell myself, no, she's still your friend afterall.

There's only so much I can say,
Here's what's left of my patience:

I'm sorry.
I'm over it.

Goodbye.

Signed,
Yours Truely.

I'm in a "see that droplet rolling down your nose" kinda mood.

2006-10-23T03:33:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "see that droplet rolling down your nose" kinda mood.

It's an unexplainable feeling when a droplet runs down your nose or your cheeks. yeah. it's something that can't be put into words. you've just got to experience it yourself to understand what and how it feels like.

I want to head out and stand in the rain. Sit on a bench outdoors, rain pours. Drenched. At that split moment, you can feel people from all walks of life passing you by, all rushing to get home - comfort zone. i beg to differ. In the rain, everyone else is too immersed in their own lifes that they neglect you, fail to recognise the existence of a drenched being.

Alone. Cold. Reflection. That's what it's all about.

That's what i do when i'm sad. But it's not raining anymore. It hasn't in a long while. I miss the rain.

Nobody can differentiate if that droplet is a rain droplet, or a tear...

I'm in a "round, round, the big head of his" kinda mood.

2006-10-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "round, round, that big head of his" kinda mood.

What i'm going to talk about is prolly a blur to many, but the A04 peeps would surely get it. HAHA. This is especially for Fatin as well. Get your hands off my N.N! *you know who i mean* He's mine! All mine!

"Are you with me?"

*Faints*

"Like absolutely."

Fatin, clearly it's like an indirect proposal. He's re-comfirming the love we have. :P

Re-NEWal.
HAHA. Mine, mine. N.N is all mine. :)

Beat that head.

Round, round.

here, we go again.

I'm in a "Timeless,classic" kinda mood.

2006-10-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Timeless, Classic" kinda mood.

You know, sometimes i wonder where Shakesphere got the ideas for his plays from, hearsay was that he was a copycat. But hey, if you were able to be an imitation yet receive such great responses for your play? I guess we could just overlook that point cause afterall, you're still a great sucess. You've got to applaud that guy. Sometimes i think it was fun living in those days. - I want to try living in those days. You get to sit in carriages, ride horses all day, wear classy gowns and attend balls like lectures- in a much more fun way of course. Ironically, the people of the past went to so many balls till they got weary and dreaded it. Sounds like our lecture classes these days huh.

Oh well, hopefully someone would just wear a classic tail coat tux and sweep me off my feet!
So long, so long, oh parting is such sweet sorrow.

"I thank thee."Jo, you promised me you'll speak like that with me while shopping! HAHA.

2006-10-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

I write sins not tragedies

Love this Video

I'm in a "we would have been good, great together" kinda mood.

2006-10-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "We'd have been good, even great together" kinda mood.

Guys, note this:

"How do you expect her to fall for you, when you're not there to catch her?"

Every girl needs a man who's always there to catch her when she falls. (:

I'm in a "dupree-di-di-do" kinda mood.

2006-10-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Dupree-di-di-do" kinda mood.

Promos are like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y over! Haha. But ya' know, the joy is just not there. Hmm. :\ *shrugs*

Seriously, i want to catch "You, Me and Dupree" in Cinemas now! =D
PS: *It might be the lucky you I'll ask to catch it with me!* :P

Is Owen Wilson adorable or just adorable? HAHA.

I'm in a "don't have to put up a fight" kinda mood.

2006-10-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "don't have to put up a fight" kinda mood

"Sometimes you can't make it,

The best you can do is fake it."

I need a hug.

A big, warm, fuzzy hug.

That's all that matters now.

I'm in a "Once bitten, twice shy" kinda mood.

2006-10-03T16:36:00.001+08:00

I'm in a "Once bitten, Twice shy" kinda mood.

Just had my Literature Promotional Exam paper about three hours ago and the poem was just absolutely breath-taking. Haha. As in, i sure don't want to be mushy and cliche and what not, but honestly, it was a piece of poem you just can't miss.

Twice Shy.

Her scarf a la Bardot,

In suede flats for the walk,

She came with me one evening

For air and friendly talk.

We crossed the quiet river,

Took the embankment walk.

Traffic holding its breath,

Sky a tense diaphragm:

Dusk hung like a backcloth

That shook where a swan swam,

Tremulous as a hawk

Hanging deadly, calm.

A vacuum of need

Collapsed each hunting heart

But tremulously we held

As hawk and prey apart,

Preserved classic decorum,

Deployed our talk with art.

Our juvenilia

Had taught us both to wait,

Not to publish feeling

And regret it all too late-

Mushroom loves already

Had puffed and burst in hate.

So, chary and excited

As a thrush linked on a hawk

We thrilled to the March twilight

With nervous childish talk:

Still waters running deep

Along the embankment walk.

I'm in a "Total screw up" kinda mood.

2006-10-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Total screw up" kinda mood"

Yepp, here says it all.
Out for a nice dinner with my family and this happens:
FYI: we were walking along this narrow pathway, but beside my mum was this wide open area which you could just cut through...

Mum:Hey, better walk faster... There's this guy behind who wants to walk through.
Me:Yepp, okie... But if he wants he can always cut across the open space isn't it?

Guy:(manages to forcefully get past me, turns around) Little girl, *Blah blah* some all out confrontation directed towards my mum and I.

Me:*thinks: Oh lord.* It was just a comment. Not as if you had to take it seriously.
Guy:Preaches... YADA YADA...
and he finally walks away, leaving my mum and I staring in bewilderment.
Me:*thinks:Asshole.*

FYI to You*, I am not your little girl. I can freaking bear a child already. (sounds wrong.. but just to get the point through).
Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. Please respect that. WHO the F*** are YOU to judge what my mum and I says. Seriously, Get a F***ing LIFE. For Pete's sake. Geez.

Well, maybe he's just a desperate and loony guy who so badly wants attention by letting his thoughts be known-to strangers that is. Whatever it is, you sure got our attention. But all in all, you ruined our day. Totally. So, I've got a word to describe you, a tribute from my mum and I, for leaving such a "fantastic" impression. - Bastard! In your face!(sorry for all the risque language, he seriously deserves it though)
PS: Not as if he's good-looking. I might just let it go. :P

Now, I'm feeling better already...

I'm in a "Dare you to move" kinda mood.

2006-09-27T20:34:00.001+08:00

I'm in a "Dare you to move" kinda mood.

Maybe redemption has stories to tell

Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell

Where can you run to escape from yourself?

Where you gonna go?

Salvation is here.

I'm in a "Murray Murray" kinda mood.

2006-09-26T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Murray Murray" kinda mood.

It's just clear to see, that when you're always not there, it just comes to a point where I just won't want to talk about anything anymore.

Don't expect me to open up, cause I can't, to someone who is never there. You claim to be existant in my life. But think about it... Are you truely being who you really want to be?

You know how two-timing jerks just simply turn us off? But... I've got an exception... HAHA.

Chad Michael Murray.

yepp, he's one hell of a jerk

for dumping Sophia Bush.

BUT.

He's still one hell of a hottie.

Irresistable!

I'm in a "Happy together" kinda mood.

2006-09-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "happy together" kinda mood.

Interesting conversation between my dysfunctional parents:
overview: bro had to take medicine, being the very gay him, he went all ballistic over it being bitter and what not...

mum: oh my, just look at him. Wonder who he takes after. Must be you (referring to my dad.)

dad: No, i doubt so. It's you he takes after.

mum: Can't be! I was BOLD.

dad: Are you sure? If you're BOLD, I'm ITALIC.
Work with me. (Looked at me)

me: HAHA(hysterically.) Yepp dad, i'm NORMAL.
Preferably, Verdana.
-.-''

*PS: if you still don't understand the joke... HAHA. Ask me.

I'm in a "How to say, How i feel," kinda mood.

2006-09-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "How to say, How i feel," kinda mood.

To be freed from ambiguity, does it really absolve oneself?

Or does it just paramount to inordinate guilt?

maybe,

Somethings, are just better left unsaid.

"And we'll be tempted to turn around,

to catch each other's gaze,

with a tad want of reconciliation,

but sadly,

all that's left,

is but a shadow of each other's back."

I'm in a "I've fallen head over heels for you" kinda mood.

2006-09-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "I've fallen head over heels for you" kinda mood.

yepp, you heard me. I'm in love. For a pretty long while actually. He's just someone you can't find just anywhere. He's vertically challenged, squarish, yellow, porous and absorbent. But most the most sexist of all, is that he can sing. Plus, he has a surname that is exclusive.

Presenting, the one and only...

Spongebob Squarepants. =)

HAHA.

PS: Fatin, I'm waiting for you to just learn this song and sing it with me! =D

It's the C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G SONG!

But i'll help if you'd just sing along`

Now you know why i love him? =)

I'm in a "Please let go" kinda mood.

2006-09-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "Please let go" kinda mood.

Some people are fated to fall short of the template within which expectations are shaped- The ethical yardstick by which behaviour is measured.

Nobody is perfect.

Please, don't expect me to be so.

Dear you,

whoever you are, I try my best to always be there for you. But, there comes a time where even superman needs a breather.

If you love me,

please, just let me go.

I'm in a "It'll be okay in the end" kinda mood.

2006-09-12T03:03:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "It'll be okay in the end" kinda mood.

I'm suffering from insomia. Seriously. HAHA. Been tossing and turning for the past hour. Heck, i just won't sleep at all then. I shall oppose the body who opposes me.

Well, I just came across your* blog, and I realised my guesses have been proved right. I was just afraid to ask you, for fear of that awkardness that will come thereafter. But, I'm dedicating this post to you, with one main intention. To tell you that sensitivity exist in each and everyone, it's just the magnitude of it. When your words fall on deaf ears, it does not mean that your words are worthless. It does not mean that you are being ignored either.

Ignore:

>To refrain from noticing or recognizing

Ignorant:

>lacking in knowledge or training; unlearned

>lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact

With courtesy of dictionary.com

Being Ignored and being ignorant are two vastly different things. One may be intentional, while the other, unintentionally hurting. But i want you to know that I doubt any maliciousness from others is involved. It's just that in reality, there are just some people who are ignorant to other's feelings. They tend to be less sensitive to their surroundings and people. No matter what, you're a great person. You know that, I know that. Of all those whom your words fall on deaf ears, it's okay. It'll be okay in the end. You're still the great friend I know and I enjoy your company. Don't be swayed by your emotions. Look around you and you'll find friends who cherish you for who you are.

It doesn't matter if you know half the population, what matters is, at the end of the day, there is someone whom you can turn to when you're in need. You don't need a wide social circle to do that, all you need is that small circle of friends who will stick with you through thick and thin. That's what matters in life, that's what happiness is about.

All in all, I love you for who you are and don't worry aites. It'll be okay. :)

I love you, my friend.

I'm in a "I'm hopelessly devoted to you" kinda mood.

2006-09-10T02:20:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "I'm hopelessly devoted to you" kinda mood.

I am seriously contemplating on the fact that maybe i should admit myself to IMH, willingly, of my own accord. HAHA. Seriously. I think I'm suffering from an insatiable need to worry, endlessly.

STRESS:

Physiology. A specific response by the body to a stimulus, as fear or pain, that disturbs or interferes with the normal physiological equilibrium of an organism.

With courtesy of dictionary.com

Yes indeed, you heard me. Stress compounded at that very essence of my mind. It's driving me crazy. I don't think I can hold on much longer. You try so hard to concentrate, but the mind wanders, to thoughts far beyond your imagination. My whole week is wasted. Total waste of time. My greatest fear is imminent. You just won't understand why i feel this way. Never, ever.

On a lighter note, the theme is as such because I fell in love with this song. Great vocals, splendid performance.

Presenting the one and only - Girl's Aloud

"Hopelessly devoted to you."

Enjoy. :)

I'm in a "I'm obsessed with Shayne Ward" kinda mood.

2006-09-09T04:52:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "I'm obsessed with Shayne Ward" kinda mood

I just could not resist posting another entry cause Shayne Ward came into my mind.
Forget Singapore Idol. For those of you who haven't caught the "X-factor", here's presenting Shayne. Power-house vocals, even ken would say "BEST performance all season!" trust me. *winks* Plus, he's HOT.
PS: do click on the arrows to get the view.. the size doesn't exactly fit.

I'm in a "I think i miss you" kinda mood.

2006-09-09T03:13:00.000+08:00

I'm in a "I think i miss you" kinda mood.

So, it all boils down to this. I seriously thought i gave up on blogging a year back... This was like total randomosity. Decided to do this again cause of that my brother actually. Haha. Felt that it'll actually be meaningful to start my very first post revolving around that pesky brat.

By the way. He's away for a 3-day camp. Thus, my ramdom thought of him? Hmmm.

Maybe.

This is my most sincere confession:

I just hate the way you sit outside and create a ruckus when i kick you out..

I just hate the way you fight with me over who's better at games..

I just hate the way you steal my fav pillow and stash it away..

I just hate the way you say I can never step into YOUR room..

I just hate the way you only eat fish and nothing else.

I just hate the way you weigh so much lighter..

I just hate the way you say you ~~love~~ me..

I just hate the way you hug me and say you ~~love~~ me..

Most of all..

I hate the way..

I just don't hate you at all..

With every Hate, comes an underlying meaning..

That I LOVE you and you're irreplaceable.:)

presenting...

The very spastically silly-k

Kiddo :)